For the first time, Elin Nordegren is speaking out about her marriage to Tiger Woods and the devastating betrayal she endured. Just days after her divorce became final, the Swedish model appeared on the cover of People magazine saying she’s “stronger than ever” after coping with revelations of her ex-husband’s rampant cheating.

“I have been through the stages of disbelief and shock, to anger and ultimately grief over the loss of the family I so badly wanted for my children,” the mom of two said.